She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind these lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. All her family don't know why she can't sleep at night, all her friends asking is she alright. She's trying to move and being strong. But she can only fool herself for so long...
Empty, betrayed,alone and no happiness; that's heartbreak. She doesn't want to cry, what's the point? Feeling like her heart is falling apart and her life is going to fall apart too.It seems never ending, like it feels impossible to stop the pain...
He was full of charm and loved her so much...kissed her checks and wonders if he have given her everythin. Tuesday it was the day she longs for...the day he prepared for..a ring in his hand... drivin through the highway, excited to see his love. She waits for him..leaves fallin upon the tree they love...the spot they promised to meet..but he never came... She thought that he was just trickin her with their old game...hiding somewhere and that she needs to find him.....but no...it wasn't a game..it was real...he's gone.
She spent so many nights laying awake in her bed, and fear of rejection. After about a million tears have been cried, finally pull herself back together and keep going. She look back on all of the hurt she had from this,and realize it's horrible.She still hurt but she learned to hide it so that everyone thinks she is okay and just sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.
It's been two years, two long years..and he's gone..and she's back to where she were an empty soul and teary eyes. She keep hiding behind her lies between things she can't disguise for she cant move on..never
Her heart wanted to cry and weep and there's so much to hide, she wanted to tell him how much he mean her but all she can do is to whisper it through the wind, she wanted to touch him but only her dreams...If only she could if only she would...
He was full of charm and loved her so much...kissed her checks and wonders if he have given her everythin..
She still longs for the happiness that day would bring..to finally see that she no longer a 'thing.'. That she would finally be back in his arms...in the next lifetime....She found her fortress..in that old tree where her name and his boldly carved. It says YOU AND ME WILL ALWAYS BE where they burried her beloved.
She know that he'll always be in her heart even though the pain that has been tearing her apart.
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