To my Bestie Bitchie Angel :)

 

ATE THANK YOU because....

 

 I know that you force yourself  to like my Facebook/Instagram updates as soon as I posted it.

and that you know my Facebook search history better than Facebook even does.

 

YOU are the only person who know exactly when Im pooping..

 

YOU are the only person who knows how much time I spend composing every text I send to my CRUSH, sometimes you even text them yourselves hahaha!

 

 

YOU know all the really, really stupid questions and opinions I have on worldly affairs

YOU know know my favorite flavor of every single junk food and candy

YOU know how abysmal I am at budgeting and that I spend a week every month broke and that (at least) 50% of my money is spent on DRESSES.

 

 

YOU know that when I attempt to cook, it’s almost always a disaster and a half (BUT you haven't tasted my sinigang yet)

 

YOU know every regrettable detail of every regrettable hookup, even the ones I myself have tried to forget.

and because you had STUPID questions about SEX! haha

YOU know all the people I secretly hate but are nice to anyway.

YOU know every graphic, gut-wrenching detail of my romantic history, from your first crush onward.

YOU 100% know what I look like without pants on…

YOU know how I look first thing in the morning, crazy hair and everything.

And, above all else, YOU know that despite all of my flaws, quirks, and secrets, YOU love ME unconditionally and always

 

 

I am 24♥

Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for my life , for another year of great outpouring of blessings you have given me and my family. Thank you so much for your unconditional love, for your grace, mercy , for the wisdom and all the things you have given me and my love ones. You never leave me nor forsake me . You are always on my side in all times in all season & thank you so much for more blessings you will in store for me and I know and I believed that you still have best plans for me and I trust you in every way...Thank you so much for the 24 years of life. I thank you for the great family, friends and all the people I met along this journey. I love you and I will always will.

A Birthday Prayer♥

Thank you, God, for giving me another year of life.
Thank you for all the people who remembered me today
by sending cards, and letters, gifts and good wishes.

Thank you for all the experience of this past year;
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,
for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to you.

Forgive me
for the hours I wasted,
for the chances I failed to take,
for the opportunities I missed this past year.
Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,
and through it to bring good credit to myself,
happiness and pride to my loved ones,
and joy to you. Amen.

Hide and Seek

She's got eyes of innocence, a face of an angel, a personality of a dream, and a smile that hides more pain than you can imagine. She Hides with tears running down, always...


She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind these lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. All her family don't know why she can't sleep at night, all her friends asking is she alright. She's trying to move and being strong. But she can only fool herself for so long...



Empty, betrayed,alone and no happiness; that's heartbreak. She doesn't want to cry, what's the point? Feeling like her heart is falling apart and her life is going to fall apart too.It seems never ending, like it feels impossible to stop the pain...



He was full of charm and loved her so much...kissed her checks and wonders if he have given her everythin. Tuesday it was the day she longs for...the day he prepared for..a ring in his hand... drivin through the highway, excited to see his love. She waits for him..leaves fallin upon the tree they love...the spot they promised to meet..but he never came... She thought that he was just trickin her with their old game...hiding somewhere and that she needs to find him.....but no...it wasn't a game..it was real...he's gone.



She spent so many nights laying awake in her bed, and fear of rejection. After about a million tears have been cried, finally pull herself back together and keep going. She look back on all of the hurt she had from this,and realize it's horrible.She still hurt but she learned to hide it so that everyone thinks she is okay and just sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.



It's been two years, two long years..and he's gone..and she's back to where she were an empty soul and teary eyes. She keep hiding behind her lies between things she can't disguise for she cant move on..never



Her heart wanted to cry and weep and there's so much to hide, she wanted to tell him how much he mean her but all she can do is to whisper it through the wind, she wanted to touch him but only her dreams...If only she could if only she would...



He was full of charm and loved her so much...kissed her checks and wonders if he have given her everythin..



She still longs for the happiness that day would bring..to finally see that she no longer a 'thing.'. That she would finally be back in his arms...in the next lifetime....She found her fortress..in that old tree where her name and his boldly carved. It says YOU AND ME WILL ALWAYS BE where they burried her beloved.



She know that he'll always be in her heart even though the pain that has been tearing her apart.