SITEL DAYS

My first Job as a call center agent. SITEL Philippines, One Julia Vargas Ave. Ortigas Pasig City

Our first team building...from left:( Biem Toledo, Theresa Magilla and me)

The team... I didn't have the gots to drink beer back then..

but I drunk the Orgy Lambanog flavor all alone!!

After shift..and these are my girls.. teammates from left ( Leonilyn Garlejo, Michelle Faigal, Michelle Mabaet, ate , Karen Peñaflorida and me)

In addition kuya Mike and ate Angelie Salazar-Paramore

I am not sure why do I have to do that pose or Michelle has to do that finger thiny.. but it was'nt bad at all hahaha I didnt mind...

addition: Lianne

My first Christams away from home with team EU and his teh only guy in the picture that's coach EU

Christmas Party and ate Tamiat's bithday!!!

ate Lyn and ate Michell and I can't figure out whose that eyes right there.. I'm thinking it's Lianne

Busog lusog...

The TEAM ( I look so white here..)

were having some demure shot.. and kuya Lems you are so tall!!! wohhooo at last!!

HAppy NEW YEAR!!

It's NEW year but were still taking calls. I got my first call at exactly 12:00AM

We had a chance to have a picture taking on our team break... welcome Lachica!! the new addition to the team

Goodbye isn't always SAD

Mommy Rose bid farewell to the team..

had a great time for the last time with Team Hera... I miss you all guys...

My last Christmas with SITEL...one of my worst moment too

with a friend outside OJV

Those we're happy memories...of my first job ever...thank you alot for all the friendship, the joy, the tears... I had all worst and my best memories with you...Thank you and I will always be grateful for everything... SITEL :)

Pretty Me

TOP: Crop TOp by jing Pants: Crissa Jeans Shoes: Converse shoes I am Jaysil, but I prefered to be called Jing. I am sweet and loving. I care alot and get jealous. I am not young but I feel young. The day I feel old, I will go to bed and stay there. .I believe in pink.I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. I believe in stars. I am a hopeless romantic, love star girl who believes in omens and signs.Even though I believe with fantasy, I always like to look on the optimistic side of life, but I am realistic enough to know that life is a complex matter. I over react and I am emotional. People may not like me because of that. I tend to bequite but most of the time I am the nosiest! I love my bestfriend and I love my boyfriend. My family is the best. I am jealous and I always feel like everyone wants to get everything from me. When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it. I am extraordinarily patient, provided I get my own way in the end. I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent. I have learned silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind; yet, strange, I am ungrateful to those teachers. jeans: Crissa Jeans TOP: crop top by Jing I am a woman in process. I'm just trying like everybody else. I try to take every conflict, every experience, and learn from it. While I know myself as a creation of God, I am also obligated to realize and remember that everyone else and everything else are also God's creation. I existed from all eternity and, behold, I am here; and I shall exist till the end of time, for my being has no end.

Three at the POOL!

meet the TWO out of THREE!!

So before we go swimming we have to have this R tattoos on out right shoulder.. and I do not know what it means... anyway... that's how it is...

and before we start.....the new member of our clan JOAN!!

a certified CAMWHORE!! Angel :)

              and so I was late. I went somewhere and after a while.. here Iam and theya re all wet!

I'm sexy and I'm cute

I am popular to BOTH

she's pretty still :)

Three at Mergrande

As teh entrance welcome you to one of teh local destination here in davao City. Margarnde Resort. (also known as Villa Victoria).

For more info:
http://www.localphilippines.com/hotels-and-resorts/mindanao/120/mergrande-ocean-resort#more

and so the three of us are here just becuase we're bored! hahaha

one of my favorite spot os this pool side full of hangging flowers...

I didn't notice my friend had a shot of this twice!! ahhaha

my never ending post according to my boyfriend ahahha

I just felt so young :)

this is me and our gurl Joan...

me and Joan ( she likes to be a model anyway....)

and here she was trying to be a model and I am not sure what am I doin here hahaha

feeling like a superstar on that pose and she's laughin..am enjoyin my moment with the camera haha

(i wonder what am I thinkin on this!)

here's another photo of us.. I am not sure If we had an intention of having our nose hole be seen intentionally or ....

the camera does that and I am a model!!!! we both are... hehe

and here we go again the two camwhore!! me and my bestfriend angel

it's a test of friendship and I won offcourse hehe

I ahd a feeling this two will look good together hehe

so whose prettier...

Photo Portfolio

I was wondering how many hair styles I did for the past years.. and just checking on my photos ... here are some of my photos way back then.. which i love :)

I look so fierce here.. and teh make up i love it.. just that the eyes are too dark and teh brows are too big!! thanks anyway to my make up artist ERA

It's one of my favorite.. i just look pretty here hahaha

I seldom take a photo of myself up close.. because I am not very confident about my face!! haha but for sure I know how to project! diffinitely!!

And you agree ayt?? love that top its from GAP

Blank OUt look:)

pretty in PINK this picture was taken at my desk.. and I am working!! sorry I have to sneak my camera out!

missing my curly hair.... :'(

Out and Out at night.. party with friends and coffee at mcdonalds after...

I am a princess!!

my monster pose :)

DE 2012 Birthday Giveaway: BUBBLES!!

Happy happy burpday!!..

So here's another birthday giveaway from Bubbles!.. Bubbles has been one of my favorite online shop though i seldom buy stuffs online... My own creation are greatly affected by them.. I am starting to have my own stuff.. and for personal use only as for now...hehe

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After all these years...

We fall in love many times during the course of a lifetime, but  you know what the first rush of love always holds a special place in our hearts. That first ruch you felt when you were just fantasizing about love in novels and teleseryes. The novelty of the feeling, like the first drops of dew in the morning..like the first sunrise, makes it special and unforgettable.

My heart aches whenever I think about him, how I long and wish for time to go back, back when we were just little teens playing around, were the only thing in our minds were our crushes and assignments...
I can never forget the day I first met him, his smile, his black hair that fells across his forehead, his bewitching smile...his pale white teeth his hairy white arm. He loves to wear polos and big shoes back then, it's kinda funny though he is very small...

How fantastic was that feeling along time ago. The magic of my first love or is it just my ignorance. haha..
My friend once asked me, what if one day he'll show on your door steps and say "Jays I'm sorry for being late but I love you" what would you say?.. That question made me wonder..and I thought about that possibility but because what if... just what if...(I didnt even think about that anymore coz I know it will make my heart aches more :( ). I answered, maybe I'll smile and asked him fro some coffee inside, with a smile..

But I wonder why... I always end up cryin whenevr I remember him... as what one author says: Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.  (neil Gaiman).

But love for me thou it's horrible as it seems, I love the feeling of being hurt, love it in the sense of feeling love. After all these years...